Detached
Cold..
Tired..Lethargy
Helpless..
Heart-Wrench..
Laughter..
Worried..
Relieve..
Doubts.. Hopeful..Disappointment..Stress.
These are my feelings for today.
Some things are difficult to express.
Difficult to pretend that I don't care.
Can't be bothered..
Isn't what I actually mean. At times, I want to be alone..I don't want to affect others with my mood.I want my friends to stay happy..Some things I know I should detach myself from..Some things I should not always rely on..Some things I should refrain from.
Some things I should give freedom to..Some things I should be more sensitive..But it's difficult.Very hard.Extremely hard.I will.I must.Do it.
It's 3am
I'm sleepy and lethargic..
But I've yet to do the laundry..
It's taxing..
But what can I do..
I still have to do it.
No one to help me..
It's alright..
I'll still do it.Dad,Please come back soon.I miss you like hell.yes, It feels like hell now.
Lord,
help me, I pray..
I need your guidance and aid.
Please guide me to Your path.
A path that is righteous.
A path that I won't regret in future.
A path that is pleasing in Your eyes.
Only You alone understands me.
My thoughts, My dilemna, My everything
Only You alone knows what is right and true
When I'm blinded..
With You,
I can see..
For I know I can always rely on You.
For You've already plan my road ahead.
So please Lord,
I'm praying that You'll mend my broken heart.
A wound that only You can heal.
For only You know how much it hurts.
Teach me how to forgive ple who add salt to the infected area.
To me, it's unpardonable
But to You, it seeks forgiveness
Please heal me with Your divine touch.
Thank you, Father
Amen~
