The moon looks beautiful today. Though it isn't full but it appears to be bright and energetic. At times like this, I can't help but to ponder.. About my journey in this world so far.. The events that have happened.. The present.. My surroundings.. The people around me.. Relationships.. Why is it still stagnant? When I look back.. It is frustrating that after 5 months.. It still feels like the beginning.. His thinking.. Feels like a stranger that I don't exactly know actually. Though at times I do smile at the moments I really enjoyed with him. But does safeguarding your personally secrets still important in a r/s? I don't mean friend's secrets.. But rather own secrets.. The key to your soul. No one's at fault.. But what do I know? How to deeply understand? When everything's only on the surface. It's like a frozen river with an ice surface.. A wrong step and one could get drown. Like wise, a r/s will break when misunderstandings and misconceptions draws in the picture. Personally, a solid r/s derives from a deep understanding of each other. Good communication. Trust. Understanding each other's thoughts. Understanding each other's emotions. Understanding each other's behavoir. But what have I understand? I really want to understand him.. Not to neglect him.. But how to? When the reply is always a dead end answer and ends with a silence. It is annoyingly tired to ask and not get an elaborated answer everytime. It is always either "I don't know how to say leh" or "No use to say all this already". How to understand when I am not God that reads minds? Teach me.
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The One
Name: Priscilla
Birthday: 6th Sept 1987
Horo: Virgo
Schools: SHPS|SHSS|RP-BME|
