:D

That's my last resort.

Why do I feel that I'm beginning to lose you?
I do not wish for that to happen.
No, not at all.

:D
11:51 PM

sucks.

I don't like being at home..
mum's constantly scolding me..
Even if it's not my fault.
Sometimes, I admire her ability of twisting the truth.
All the time, I wish she won't pick on me.
Why is it so difficult?
To feel a sense of belonging.
I don't feel loved at all..
If santa claus do exist,
I hope that he could give me my christmas wish..
I do not hope much..
Only a place of belonging in this world..
The place I called "home".

A person's heart can be deceitful.
A lie.
What's the significance of having relatives..
When it's all a facade.
Those smiles..
Those laughter..
Those eat-togethers..
Reality is cruel.
Grandma's house is a place I won't unnecessarily step into anymore.
I just want to lead my life peacefully..
Is it too much to ask for?

:D
12:38 AM

Life that we knew.. have to change.

Singapore has officially won the bid for the youth olympics.
Yay!

I've finally graduated from RP.
Nothing special..

Applied for SIM alr..
No news yet..
Except their mail regarding my epayment..
False Alarm..
kns.

Been slacking..
Been pondering much..
Some things won't change..
No matter how much I kick a big fuss..
It'll just strained relationships and tightens my circle of friends.
Some things I've to let go..
Some things I have to keep my cool.. feign ignorance
But how long can I contain?
Ignorance is bliss.
Do you believe in that??
I do.

:D
11:42 PM

我要快乐

CNY..
Birthdays..
Festivals..
Celebrations..

Had lost their meaning.

:D
3:25 AM

Weirdness.

weird..

weird..

weird.

:D
12:36 AM

wondering..

How do you define good friends?
Someone that has the same interest as you yet able to hurt you real deep
Or those that you can confide in yet dun give a hoot when they hurt you?

I feel like giving up.
Life.

:D
1:27 AM