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When is airforce gonna send me their reply?Can faster anot?Approve or notJust send me the fucking letter or e-mail of confirmation.Through snail mail or e-mail.I just want the answer!Bloody hell..It's making me itch all over.Efficient, my arse!-_-
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Recently, I've became a busybody.Poking my nose in other's business..Why have I become like that?Maybe they're my friends?Or am I just being an irritant?Hai.I'm disappointed.I'll change..To one that doesnt cares.I shall just take care of my own arse and make sure I stay out of trouble.
Being a human without feelings is better.At least it can save me from the heartwrench and negative feelings.:(
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I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
- Extracted from Kelly Clarkson lyrics, Because of You.
Gone with the wind.
There's no such thing as "I'll wait for you"No one's indisposable in this world.
Whatsnot.
While watching "The Black Book" with Jia Hao today, it abruptly dawned on me that movies nowadays are hopelessly obscene. It's not that I'm being close-minded about affections in movies but what's the thing with ladies being half-naked and guys showing their groins. It's as though paying to watch porn, isn't it? However, that show's literally bloody and interesting to watch. The war between Jews and Nazis. Afterwhich, I accompanied Jia Hao to buy his army stuff for his enlistment tmr. Reminded of my Airforce application, hopefully I'll get selected. Anyway, all the best for your enlistment tmr! :)At night, I went to the dreaded Pc show with Ching Yee. It was outrageously crowded and it made me want to collapse with people trying to squeeze their way through. We got Orange her 21st birthday present, an external 250GB hard drive. She seemed to like it alot which makes the present even valuable and my night more meaningful. :D
Sex and The City
Yesterday, I caught Sex and the City at the cinema. It seems that every week, I will watch movie with Ching Yee. Hence, she officially made me her movie kaki. LOL.
Sex and the City is a still-can-do movie because the movie's 2hrs and 25mins but I did not feel shagged at all after watching, unlike Da Vinci Code. Wa..I tell you ar.. it is the worst 2hrs+ movie I ever watched. Within the first hour, my eyelids already felt heavy and my ass starts to ache. No, it wasnt the post-bball game but rather, that movie's super draggy. I mean, how long can you show on the exquisite paintings and the mysteries of some treasure. Moreover, it was 2 hours looooooong. Anyway, Sex and the City's an 'open' movie in that sense, simple yet straightforward storyline with a touch of humour. Many erotic scenes but as the title suggests, you should have the rough idea before purchasing your tix, rite? (:
Extracted from the movie, "You two are crazy to get married. It destroys lives". That made me ponder.
I miss bball...
Everything is Time
"He who owns the rebounds, rules the court."
- Inoue Takehiko
The Stress-Relieve Pill.
Relieved that everything has come to an end.I've learnt numerous lesson from this.Know what I really expect in a r/s.Not to rush into it anymore.Guess everyone learns life precious principles along the way.I'll be strong this time..I won't cry.
I knew I tried my utmost best in this r/s.What i regretted was the promises and places that we yearn to go has not been kept.But it has always been this way, isn't it?Whenever we want to do something, there's bound to have hiccups along the way.Everything's fated.It's a false start..We're not meant to be in the first place.Both our personality clashes..We're both stubborn.But life still goes on..Tmr will be a brand new day.:)
My inspiration has gone dry
I've finally quitted my job.Every cloud has its silver lining.Now it's playtime month for me before I embark on my next study.hahahaha..:)Recently, I've been feeling down..So, my cousin asked me out for coffee tonight.After not seeing her for a few months,Finally, I managed to catch up with her.Had a fun chat,Sorted my thinking.Now I know what I want.Thank God for giving me a good companion cum cousin.
