IN THIS LIFETIME,
I'LL NEVER FORGET HOW MUCH YOU MAKE ME HATE YOU!!!!
If my wish can ever be granted,
I want to disappear out of here.
Everything's so fake.
I feel faint.
I can hardly breathe..
That's why I hardly look forward to a new year..
There's no meaning in resolution, wishes, hopes.. .. ..
What for to hope, wish and resolute when I cant even live out of my nightmare.
Yes, for 21 years, I've been living in a nightmare.
A nightmare I cant seem to avoid.
How can I wake up from this nightmare?
HOW?? !!
